Ugly Alert - Ep93 Recap

By Cookingdramas

(´Ａ｀。) Joon Soo gets beat up quite badly…I counted around 4-5 punches ><!!!!

Sajang-nim asks why Joon Soo could do something like this to him after he tried so hard to accept him.

Joon Soo apologizes, and he gets punched. >.<

"Even if you were moved by Do Hee, you would’ve considered me and should’ve thrown away that thought after."

Joon Soo apologizes ..and gets punched again. (See the pattern? Speak—>apologize—>get punched ><)

"I don’t mind your past relationship with my wife, or that you were an ex-convict. I covered that all up and accepted you into BY."

Joon Soo apologizes for the third time…and you can guess what’s after that…

"Right, don’t think of me. But if you really thought about my daughter and her heart, you wouldn’t just be saying sorry. You should say "it’s all my fault, I will disappear, shouldn’t it be that!?"

Joon Soo really has nothing more to say, but to go on his knees and say sorry…again.

"You’re not a human Gong Joon Soo. If you were, you wouldn’t have done something like this. If you have the slightest conscious, then do something about it."

(/□＼*)・゜ and then Joon Soo just stays kneeling there…crying painfully.

p(´⌒｀｡q) The emotional and physical pain…

My heart…I can’t…

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Do Hee’s anxiously waiting for Joon Soo because she know’s somethings wrong and it’s confirmed when she see’s him all bruised and battered.

"Your father knows."

That’s all Joon Soo has to say for Do Hee to start getting teary. It’s a moment she anticipated, and something she probably prepared herself for, but it’s still a blow to hear it. She reaches out to touch Joon Soo’s face again, and he holds her hand and puts it down.

" I could only say sorry. I wanted to say I would disappear  but I just knelt down. I felt I wasn’t human at that moment."

"Didn’t we know…that this would be something we had to experience sooner or later? A obstacle we had to overcome."

"In the future I’ll have to kneel countless times, and say the same words, ‘sorry….sorry’. But…I feel saying those words makes me sound really fake. Can I just get forgiven, simply by apologizing?"

Do Hee knows he’s on the brink of giving up…and she stands in front of him to assure him that both of them will face this together.

" I will also say the same thing. I will also kneel down countless times…saying ‘I’m sorry’. This is the only thing we can do. But Joon Soo sshi, we are not fake and despicable. I, was the one that first liked you and wanted to approach you. The one that said "let’s be together" was me. So please…don’t let go of my hand."

She takes his hand (and at this time, a gazillion tears stream down my face…and theirsＴДＴ) and tells him one thing,

"As long as we don’t let go of each other’s hands, we can withstand any storm. Let’s endure it together."

｡：ﾟ(｡ﾉω＼｡)ﾟ･｡

(/□＼*)・゜

 。ﾟ(ﾟﾉД｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡

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And the inevitable…has come.

Do Hee comes in and first apologizes.

"It’s not his fault. He tried to leave before, but I held onto him."

He tells her no matter what she says, in his heart Joon Soo is inhuman. Do Hee asks him, hasn’t he seen himself what kind of person Joon Soo is? 

He grabs her shoulders and shakes her, telling her to wake up.

"How can you be moved by a person like him?"

"You still don’t know me? If it wasn’t for that person, I would still be hating you and step-mother."

"Right, it’s because you were too lonely, that’s why…"

"No father! It wasn’t because I was lonely that I felt moved by him. It’s because I can only love him. I fell in love with him… I love him."

"If he really loved you, he wouldn’t have kept being with you till today!"

"I was the one that held his hand and insisted on walking this path together. He only wanted to live his ‘old’ life. I was the one that forced him to walk forward. I was the one that convinced him to come to BY to bring out his ability…"

"No matter how much you convinced him, you should’ve known that your future path would be strenuous.  If you knew that, you wouldn’t have ended up like this!"

"Don’t think that everything is his fault!" Do Hee pleads. "If it weren’t for me, he might be living more comfortably than he is now.

Sajang-nim feels it’s useless and tells her they’ll stop for now. However, it can’t go on like this any longer.

"This is the road I want to walk on!" Do Hee exclaims.

"Then I’ll stop you" her father adamantly tells her. "This is what a father has to do. Your grandfather’s health is not too good, you and I shall put an end to this."

As he leaves she says she can’t do that.

"I won’t let go of him."

"Then I’ll make him let go of (you)."   (TT_TT)

He leaves and up till now Do Hee stood strong in front of her father. However it’s all too much and she falls to the ground crying TT_TT….

Do Hee’s father comes back and asks if Jung Yeon knew about it all. She doesn’t say anything and that indirectly confirms that she did. She says she’s sorry and he harshly tells her she isn’t fit to be Do Hee’s mother.

And with that…he storms out.

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Joon Soo tries to act positive in front of Ahjussi but In Joo sees right through him and she comes in commenting that Do Hee’s father has quite a strong fist (love how she’s not beating around the bushes).

"You know that you deserve to be punched, right?" 

He replies yes and she says he’s lucky it’s Saturday tomorrow so he won’t have to go to work like this (at least she’s trying to be humorous in such a situation >..>) 

She then gets straight to the point and asks him if he can continue working at BY. He’s probably had enough,so how about they start their own brand together? With her reputation, they won’t have to worry about customers. She’s saying all this with an up-beat personality and Joon Soo understands what she’s doing and tells her,

"I have to finish what I started." 

Can you even survive through all this? Is what she’s really worried about.

"I know saying this might make me sound thick-skinned, but enduring is what I have to do."

On the other side, Joo Young comes to a forlorn Do Hee and tells her she heard everything. She didn’t want to bother her…but she was afraid she might feel too dreary. Joo Young sits down and offers to get her drinks but she refuses. She then goes on to comfort Do Hee by saying that her father might be just shocked by all of this.

"Who told you to be such a model student. If you weren’t…maybe he’d have lower expectations."

Do Hee sadly says, “if I knew earlier… I would have lived life more comfortably.”

Joo Young tells her to cry if she wants to. She might have to do the same later on. 

As both of them relieve their pain a bit, whether through talking or crying, Do Hee’s father relieves it through soju….

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The next day, Do Hee and Harabeoji are having tea and she tells him he has to stay healthy and stay by them for a long time. 

He tells her not to worry, he’ll still be here to see her and Joo Young’s kids grow up TT_TT. (Oh Harabeoji …. she’s just preparing you for that possible heart-attack you might have TT_TT)

Do Hee comes to find Joon Soo first thing in the morning but doesn’t find him. In Joo tells her to just let him be alone for now. She then tells Do Hee what he said last night about enduring and not resigning from BY. 

"If he endures…do you think that’s possible?" In Joo directly asks.

Do Hee can’t give her an answer for now, but I can tell you…IT”S YES!!!! OF COURSE THEY WILL!!!! ヽ(´□｀。)ﾉ

Joon Soo sits by the park bench deep in thought, and we see he stays there from morning until dusk. He only leaves after Hyun Suk calls him out.

They sit at a pub/restaurant and Joon Soo learns that Hyun Suk knows about everything (from Joo Young).

Hyun Suk tells him his ‘pain’ has to be treated with alcohol, but Joon Soo says he won’t drink. 

"Do Hee also wont’ drink. We said that now is not the time to drink. We’ll wait to drink when it’s even harder later on." (that’s the spirit (っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ…)

Hyun Suk says they’re really harsh…he’ll have to drink by himself then.

He’s had his drinks and he suddenly asks Joon Soo, “must you really do this? Couldn’t you have let Kyung Tae catch up to me? Then your life wouldn’t be so bad.”

Joon Soo can see Hyun Suk is trying to take the blame for Joon Soo’s hard life and tells him,

"Hyun Suk, I’ve thought many times. If I could go back to that day, would I make a different decision? I didn’t do this for you, it was for me. It was because I didn’t want to lose you (or he could’ve meant siblings here)."

Back home, Hyun Suk talks to himself, but in actuality it’s what he would say to Joon Soo if he could. 

"Hyung, I have moments where I want to go back to the past. At the noraebang (karoke), no matter how much Kyung Tae aggravated me…if I only continued just playing with my friends…then everything would be different."

o(╥﹏╥)o 

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Do Hee waits for Joon Soo to come back and he eventually does. She tells him she was scared he wouldn’t and he says he has no where else to go…

“Do you know why I always followed you around in the company?" she suddenly asks."Although I knew it was impossible, but I always felt uneasy. Although you said you wouldn’t leave me and die, but as long as I didn’t see you I’d start thinking about what people you were seeing, what kind of pain you were having, what thoughts you were having…

Not being able to see you made me feel uneasy, that’s why I had to find you…then I’d feel at ease.”

Joon Soo wraps his arm around her and tells her he wouldn’t disappear so she shouldn’t feel worried.

She leans her head onto his shoulder and says she knows.

"I only wanted to make a place where you could always come back to…a ‘house’ where I could always wait for you.”

OHGAWDMAN. *SOBSOBSOSBOSBOSOB* 

o(；△；)oo(；△；)oo(；△；)o

You two…. stay STRONG!

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Joon Soo unfortunately meets douchebag lawyer in the hallway and the scumbag tells him he’s thick-skinned to have come back and tells Joon Soo he should’ve left. Joon Soo doesn’t say anything and just leaves (yes, don’t bother talking with that loser =.=)

The scumbag tells Sajang-nim that Joon Soo’s still at BY and reasons "that’s why I had to use such methods (towards a person like him)."

 (；¬д¬) Really now. You think you’ll pass this time by making up such a ridiculous excuse? PShhhhhh….

Sajang-nim asks him if it’s okay that Do Hee like someone else, and he replies he doesn’t mind her ‘past’. =.=”

"If Do Hee and Joon Soo end their relationship, you think she’d open up to you?" Sajang-nim asks. (HELL NO >..>)

And douchebag replies as expected with,

" I won’t care if she does. No matter if she loves me or not, I’ll always be loyal. (*BARFFFFFF* (¬д¬。) Who’s the thick-skinned one now!?!? =.=)

"Then how are you different from Gong Joon Soo?" Sajang-nim retorts. "Even if she ended it with Gong Joon Soo, she’d never open up to you."

Scumbag’s like "I’m okay with that!" =.=”

"Your attitude is the problem!" Sajang-nim shouts back.

And then he tells him, “leave BY.”  -`д´-

dundundunnnn*****

I mean, he’d have to leave anyway given what he did, but you think douchebag would leave THAT easily? *laughs* NOOOOO WAYYY. NEVER underestimate the extent of evil and sinisterness that lies deep within that infested black heart of his. He’s going to go full on attack on BY now. He’s signed a partnership…remember? He’s backed up by his oh-so-powerful father, remember? His ultimate goal is to destroy Joon Soo..REMEMBER!??!!?

*SIGH* Then they also weirdly played a scene of Joon Soo and Do Hee staring at each other on the rooftop for a few seconds at the end… Er..okay.